So this is what the over 50 crowd does in Oakland on a Friday night lol. Good to know my mom still gets out and has fun. Shes the one one the gold BTW lmao!
My #random #instavid saying goodnight cuz I haven’t done one since my trip to DC last month. Maybe i’ll do one every trip *shrug* last time I sang though. Good night #igers
Enjoyed my day. Client meetings. Time with gramps and got to watch scandal with mommy. Time for me to turn it in before my last day of working out here.
In one years time my life has drastically changed, for the better. I can not wait to see what this next year has in store for me; career, love, health, happiness, etc. there are unlimited options. Who knows maybe ill be living over seas. *shrug* good night.
I put it all out there… Vacillating with “wrong” or “right”… But regardless of the two I did it for me. I made a decision and went with my gut after years of being silent. My goal and intention was purely freedom. Freedom from the chains the heart can feel from the minds shackles of relentless wavering.
You wonder if you will look idiotic. If you are alone in your feelings. You wonder if you’re stupid for loving someone who will never love you. But love is the purest thing in this world. The one thing that comes natural to the human soul. So how could something we all long for be stupid or idiotic? No, it’s not, and I am no longer afraid of being in it alone. What I know is that I put it all out there and felt thee most amazing feeling and I would and will one day do it again. And when I do, they will love me in return just as much and that love received will be the ultimate joy ever known.
I put it all out there because we have this moment: here and now and tomorrow isn’t promised.
"Even if the one I love never gives me love in return, loves still alright with me…"
Nelson Mandela passed away today, he was 95. I feel so blessed to be able to sit down with my own “Mandela” my grandfather who is also 95 yrs old. My grams said to me “well, my buddy went home today”. I often wonder how it feels when you get to a point that you out live all of your family and friends grown up with. I love this man with all of my heart and soul. He is my #1 man in my life.